To long to be liked has become irrelevant . Doing back flips when they see yu the same . To become accepted has been in vain . Hearts beating unnecessarily because if my heart stop the day would go on . Meaningless soul in this big world with no care if I reached out passed mountain tops to try and please yu . This pain has become numb because I once considered yu my family but never fit into yours. Could careless if my heart broke a million times a smirk once our relationship was unbid . Why did I try so hard. To never be accepted . The whispers behind walls came forth and told me the lies behind the smiles upon your face . Never could figure out who yu wanted me to be all I knew is me. I guess that will never be enough. Time will never be long enough for misunderstood desire I required so bad. Or so I thought. But even with just hopes of regret . Yu will always be apart of me . I love yur offspring which without a doubt extends my unconditional love for yu. my thanksgiving is to yu .